I hope you’re feeling good by the time you wake up in the morning for your work. I hope you don’t feel the kind of weariness that stress has brought upon you. You are young, yes. But I am pretty sure that you do know your responsibilities, that’s why you’re doing what you are dealing with today. I am also pretty sure that you want to be happy and fulfill your needs, probably why you’re doing this, also.
I hope you don’t feel like you are alone because you are not. You have your best friend/s, friend/s, and when you can’t count on them, I am and will always be here for you no matter how busy and full my schedule is. I promise.
I know what we have right now is weird. Why wouldn’t it be? Months ago, I was cursing you to sleep. I was so insecure, and I envy you like I want to have what you have. I never thought you are a person with a pure heart, with a Jesus-like humility.
K, the moment you talked to me tonight after weeks of not communicating, I wish we could spend few more hours to have a conversation like normal friends, do. You told me how you were so bummed out at work, and I saw how you want to get over with it and start with something new. But then, I already saw you before getting excited (a bit), and how you were looking forward to this new job.
You need this to feed that lust in your soul to find yourself. Out of all people, I’m sure you need something like this because I want you to see and appreciate the beauty in your soul, how you and the splendid nature that we have right now would look good together. Trust me, I am already imagining your smile when you can run free with the waves of the sea, or your laughter whenever that breeze would blow your hair the way it blows the branches of the trees.
“This too shall pass,” I said. And I hope you will remember that. I don’t want you to push and stay right where you are when I am not sure if you are still strong enough to embrace the stress that hard work always brings. But one thing is for sure: You deserve to be happy. So no matter what your decision is, I will support you and trust that you will never be alone in your battles.
It may not look like much but I will always be here for you. Like the moon, I will try to lighten you up through your dark moments. I will never leave you. You just called me your friend, right? I hope you mean that.
Imported from my previous blog. Originally written last December 29, 2015.