I am still in great confusion on whether I am going to resign and find a new job next year, or stay where my heart is at ease. Almost 3/4 of myself would really like to start something new – to build a new and established career with legitimate perks and a higher salary.
But I am not brave. Yes, I am ambitious but I am scared of people. I am awkward. Thinking about the scenario when it comes to interview scares me right now. What would happen if I can’t give them the answer that they are looking for? What are the answers that they are even looking for? What if they discriminate my tattoo? What if I am not competitive and made for the job that I wanted? Fuck it, what kind of job do I even want right now?
I am lost. So lost. Screw me, screw everyone!